Brother Shoo, I can empathize with you as I had two hellions to raise. In many respects they were good and well-behaved boys but when it came time for them to flex their wings and leave the nest I could only pray that I had given them enough info to complete the preflight. I did sign you up for my instant messenger so if you need to gab and I am on I would be proud to talk with you. You are a good man and sometimes things are just out of our hands, you have a strong faith, just keep praying and let time take care of the rest. Love You Bro, Brother Tom