welcome home Roy glad to have you on the net. I was croc 7 in 67-68.Hang in ther and it does get better with time, it never goes away,but does get better.we just learn to live with our past,not forget it.how could we ever forget our brothers in arms.some days are better than others. I just returned from hueys camp out onhis farm. If you can make it to the next one I highly recommend it. this was my first, as I have been unable to " get up the nerve to go", before. it was a healing experience, that I am sure would help you too. God's best to you brother DEACON