Back in the Korean war there was a man who asked if he could take his rifle home with him. His CO, thinking the man was very attached to his weapon, asked "so you want to have a souvenir of your time here in combat and your faithful tool of war huh?". And the man replied "No Sir,.. I just want to take it home, set it in a corner and piss on it and watch it rust".
Maybe sometimes I feel that way about the machines that took a long part of my life and also took me to war. Other times I love'em.
Salute
BT