: As I think about going to work tomorrow, I
: can't help but think about how f'n
: insignificant being a "civilian"
: is.

DOH, just so no one gets the wrong idea here. The intention was for this to read as:

As I think about going to work tomorrow, I can't help but think about how f'n insignificant I feel being a "civilian".

Geez, how many civilians did I piss off with that one !!! heheh... No need to read between the lines there Bob, that was blatant !!!! Maybe a Freudian slip ??